eternal sunshine of spotless mind

so, I don't think that I would be fine after erasing you. I can't stop thinking about you. that's embarrassing. I don't give myself a chance to get over you, to let you go. I don't know how and how long. I'm tired. I want to erase you. it's kinda scary if they make me collect all the things about you.

how how how?

The Kick

Who doesn't need it, The Kick. In the life time, we might need some. This is probably my first!

#1: I'm not alone in this planet. I need people and I haven't done anything to make them need me back. [except my family] I used to love myself so much to realize this. The fact is so sad and late, I guess there's a little time to make it up.

#2: Causation. I hurt someone and now paying back. I regret from inside, really. Now I can feel the same pain as he did. That was cruel. I was cruel. And stupid. An apology couldn't help. I shouldn't have done that.